HOME


SPONSORS


ONE, by Jerry Katz

Photography by Jerry Katz

Dr. Robert Puff

THE NATURAL BLISS OF BEING

       

Rupert Spira

DISSOLVED, Tarun Sardana

HIGH JUMP, Tarun Sardana


Greg Goode -
After Awareness: The End of the Path




Consider joining our Facebook discussion community, Nonduality Salon, going on 20 years of active participation. We were the first online discussion group dedicated to nonduality in a popular sense.

 

 

Nonduality Salon (/\)

Highlights #334

Click here to go to the next issue.


You say, 'let God answer in HER way...'. There is such a
thing as Grace. How does action relate to Grace? Grace is
food from the Absolute. To eat Grace directly is to engage
in proper action. To eat Grace that's been chewed like a
quid of tobacco, is to engage in action in which one will
know resistance and then seek to go beyond resistance (which
causes more resistance).

How to eat directly of Grace? The same old answer. The same
old quid of tobacco.

Jerry

________________________________________________________________________________\
______

Skye:


My friend you who claim to know me, look around my room.

Open my wardrobe, it has nothing to show that is specially me.

My lover and dog know how i caress them, but i remain unknown to them.

My old instrument is well aware of my hands contours, it too cannot sing
without me.

Yet i am not in hiding, simply, i do not exist.

I act, i suffer as all do, but my essential core is non-existence itself.

My friend you must not regard me as having secrets, i am as transparent as
glass.

How then, do you imagine you can really see me?
________________________________________________________________________________\
_____


*The Wonder of Utter Futility*


Most of the world ignores "This", seeing no use
or value for "This". Most of the world values
tangible things, status, power, or enjoyable or
rewarding experiences. Thus, through ignorance,
"This" which is not tangible nor an experience
is never noticed.
Of those who begin to break through ignorance, many
continue on fruitless paths in pursuit of This,
believing they "see glimpses" and thus generate
beliefs that reinforce their vain pursuit.
Others vainly claim they are "being This", lost
in self-delusion and their own positive
conceptual affirmations.
Still others futilely try to negate what is "not-This",
never able to reach an end to that which must be negated.

Only when their is no investment in ignorance,
and when the utter futility of all approaches and non- approaches is
seen, will there be the dropping away
of avoidance, useless efforts, and the unrewarding pursuit
or self-conscious non-pursuit of an imagined effortless
mode of being.

Pursuit and the attempt to gain This through non-pursuit
are both grounded in thought.
Thoughts are understandable only in the context
of prior thoughts. Thus, thought ultimately has
no ground.
Experiences register in the context of previous experiences.
Thus, experience ultimately has no ground.
Similarly, feelings relate to prior feelings, and
sensations are interpreted against the background
of other sensations.

"This" which has nothing prior to itself
cannot be experienced, intuited, felts,
sensed, remembered, or cognized.
To speak of "This" is completely paradoxical, because
speech about "This" always occurs as simply more
speech, thought, and reference to experience.
Because such speech is paradoxical, some consider it
ludicrous. However, This Itself is neither paradoxical
nor absurd. It is merely speaking of This that is paradox
and absurdity. Such speech has never occurred for any
meaningful reason other than to bring attention to
the prevalence of ignorance.

It is futile to call It "That" which experiences,
remembers, or cognizes, or to call It
"consciousness", "awareness", "Self", or "God" --
all of these concepts are merely ways to formulate
an idea and a relationship to an idea,
more thoughts interpreted
against the background of other thoughts.
Similarly, saying there is "no one" who is doer
or cognizer simply contributes additional
thought-statements about reality, depending
as do other thoughts on a prior thought context for
meaning.

Negating thoughts and concepts will never lead to It.
The activity of negating depends on something to be
negated. This very dependency doesn't allow This
with nothing prior to Itself to emerge from the
activities of negation. Similarly, inquiry is
dependent on a question being there, and meditation
is dependent on the context in which meditation has
meaning. That which has nothing beyond Itself will
never be found, constructed, nor recognized -
and neither inquiry nor meditation/contemplation
will lead to This.

One may seek a teacher or spiritual path, but such
will only provide more sensation, thought, and
experience.

One may seek to let go, but this activity will always
depend on there being something to let go.

One may attempt to do nothing, but passivity will
have no power to interfere with thought seeking after
thought, experience leading to accumulation of
further experience, etc.

Indeed, there cannot be shown to be anything "out there"
beyond sensation and thought that is being sensed and
thought about. Anything said to be "out there"
is a thought interpretation about sensory or
intuitive experience. The so-called "reality beyond"
or "reality out there" turns out to
be more data in the realm of concept and experience.
Thus, claims about "'Something' beyond thought
and sensation" are as absurd and paradoxical as
any other speech about This.

When nothing is "placed 'out there'", there is nothing
"in here".
Then, nothing can be said to be or not to be.
Then, neither concepts of death, nor birth, nor
deathlessness, nor birthlessness apply.

This is beyond any statements, activities, or inactivities.
Now is recognized the futility of any efforts
and non-efforts intended to find This, be This,
reveal This, or negate what is not This.
There is literally nothing else at this point
other than recognizing the utter futility of all
efforts and non-efforts, cognitions, feelings,
and experiences.

As far as this statement itself being addtional
futile verbiage interpreted
in the context of prior words and ideas - it is so.
This statement itself cannot lead to "This" any more
than can any other statement, question, negation, or
assertion. Neither a path nor a pathless way of
being will reveal "This".

-- Dan --

________________________________________________________________________________\
_____


Or, for that matter, stop looking (just popped up and i wanted you to know
that looking and not looking are both okay) Try this one : looking and not
looking at the same time. If you can manage to do that, you' ll be right in
the middle.

Hans

______________________


Hi Hans,

thank you for your thoughts. I think I am looking and not looking at
the same time. Or (sometimes) looking without being to attached to
seeing... Or flitting back and forth between looking and not looking...
Or getting fierce about looking until I collapse, and rest until I get
fierce about looking again. I like the idea of the middle way, but it's
not always clear what that is. My behavior reminds me of being a child,
and spinning around and around until dizzy, collapsing to the ground and
just enjoying the way things spin by themselves for awhile. It's
putting in energy and effort until things have a momentum, and then
letting go and enjoying the ride created by the momentum. That can be
either a ride of joy or sorrow, fear, whatever... When I stop resisting
even these can be lovely rides. By seeing a bit of fear and then
focusing it, making it big and riding it, I find I can ride it, and not
be lost in it... and venom of a personal nature can become venom of a
universal nature, and yet it's just venom. just fear, just anger just
despair, just abject terror, just universal loss, just total
annihilation. just... just ice. pure justice.

Love, Mark
________________________________________________________________________________\
_____


Ambling Gene, now i want to know once
and for all, do we have to doubt or not ?
Or better still, confirm i am right :
==everything is possible==
or
==everything is right and wrong==

In total imaginary confusion about doubt
Galoping Hans
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


Hello Hans,

Thanks for asking!

The issue of doubt: ALL doubt is actually doubt of one's own 'realness'.

When attention is focused on variables, what is taking place is
_navigation_. If I am in Seattle and I know that to be the case, I
can stop navigating to Seattle.

The Famous Dead Guys and latter-day wannabes point to this obvious
'fact'; you cannot get to where you already are, so you may as well
stop trying. It is the assumption that there is a better place to be
(which assumption is promoted by suffering, yes?) which is the
momentum of the search.

If I am 'me', I can stop trying to 'become me'. If I am not 'me', how
can I ever become 'me'?

Here we have the issue of doubt. Am I real, or not? If I am not real,
how can I become real? Is there a proven path (AKA the Yellow Brick
Road) by which to become real, realized, loving, whole, etc?

The issue of doubt is revealed by the movement which is the search.
Navigation Services, a subsection of mind, is either in action or
not. If it is not, you are either stoned, post-orgasmic, or have no
doubt.

(Perhaps I should include, among the possibilities which can
interrupt the 'search', the 'religious conversion/believer syndrome'.
This however, is indeed merely an interruption, not an ending.)

I say that it is the profoundly simple realization of one's own
"realness" which takes doubt out of the picture. Of course, one must
wade through veritable oceans of
existential-ontological-philosophical issues, before one's dearly
held criteria will ALLOW one to validate oneself as real. Or is this
always the case? Are there those among us, who realize WITHOUT
QUALIFICATION the 'realness' of oneself?

Please ask yourself; "Am I real?"

If the answer is an _unconditional_ "Yes", doubt has ended.

If doubt arises hereafter, be aware that you are being subtly
influenced (by memories, words, feelings) to find a new and better
category of criteria-qualified _identity_. We remain vulnerable to
such influences as long as we do not see the subtle interior
interplay between _agreement_ and identity. On this issue...

Please consider; were you 'real' when you were born? Or did you
become real, only at a certain point in time in your personal
history? This is a profoundly important question to contemplate.

Many of us have memories of 'becoming real', which reveal that
'becoming real' was essentially an unwelcome event.

At birth, the 'reality of me' is unconditional, but there is no
memory in place by which to place oneself/navigate by; there is no
preceding frame of reference to reference to. Thus, there is no
memory by which to remember unconditional Being!

Later, some time after birth, interaction with environment is
conducted in a sparse framework of memory. Mother figures prominently
as OTHER (My Other or M'Other) during this time. Her value-system is
the lens through which she sees you; she can see of you, only what
she sees in her own memory, and nothing more. Because she has no
memory of unconditional Being, she does not see you as that; indeed,
she assumes that your Being is dependent upon her and her mothering.

Because M'Other is possessed of values (criteria) accumulated via her
own _agreements_ with her OTHER, she has no choice but to project
these same values upon you, as the new baby. She sees you as
vulnerable to the same things that she is vulnerable to; hunger,
cold, pain, as well as love, nurturing, and also coercion.

Eventually, baby and OTHER come to agreement as to what baby is; this
is the genesis of identity, which is nothing but an accumulation of
agreements compiled over time. It is vital to know that all
subsequent agreements made, up to this very day, must comply with the
criteria/values which comprise this original
agreement/identity-structure. It is this original infant identity,
which is being maintained to this day.

If M'Other has do doubt, she is either naive of wise; if she was
doubtless in a naive way, naive doubtlessness is 'your style'. If she
was doubtless in wisdom, doubtlessness in wisdom is your style.

It is, however, rare that M'Other has no doubt. Doubt is one of the
major values which is passed on by agreement, and thus doubt is
intrinsic to the structure of agreement which is identity. It is by
removal of doubt, that identity may be allowed to dissolve, IF doubt
is a keystone of identity structure.

It is more likely that M'Other was literally riddled with doubt. In
this case, the same standard applies; either naive doubt, or wise
doubt, become the underlying style of doubt.

Naive doubt is groundless stupidity; wise doubt is scientific
investigation. Groundless stupidity is the natural counterpart to
science. But it is doubt that drives both stupidity AND scientific
'investigation'. It is doubt that opens the door to searching and
'finding'. It is doubt that creates the universe of polarity and
meaning, inhabited by warring factions of naive doubters and wise
doubters. Off on the sidelines, roundly ignored, sit the naive
doubtless in their faith, and the wise doubtless in their wisdom-mind.

If you are to remove the keystones of the structure of identity,
doubt is an excellent place to start. Remember that style of doubt
will determine how this operation goes...

One who is naively doubting, cannot remove any keystones, but such a
one may KICK WILDLY AT THE ENTIRE STRUCTURE; this is known as
'fighting ego'. As observed by the wise, 'fighting ego' is merely
doubling suffering in the name of relieving suffering.

One who is wisely doubting, will remove components, but will avoid
removing the keystone of doubt until it is the very last one
remaining; this is because, it is doubt which drives the entire
operation, and without doubt, the operation would cease. There is a
major clue here, for the wise. The naive doubter cannot see this
clue, however eagerly they may read these words.

Without identity, but with existing framework of memories intact, one
who removes doubt will have a unique experience; this one will
experience their own reality without doubt. Yes, it is doubt of
reality of oneself, which underlies suffering. Buddha called this
doubt 'dukkha'. Remove dukkha and suffering ceases, as much suffering
as was resulting from the "wrongful" existence of identity as primary
Being.

I want to emphasize at this point that it is the extant verbal and
written mythology of 'spirituality' which itself generates and
sustains doubt; it is thus no surprise that doubters are drawn to
spirituality and to its counterpole, scientism. In both cases, it is
'fact' which is the issue; but 'fact' is 'artifact' of meaning, and
meaning is entirely artificial. Thus, all 'facts' are artificial. In
this we can see the futility (as Dan has rightly pointed out, in NDS
Digest#1569) of fact-finding as an avenue of salvation, if salvation
is imagined to be needed.

Naive or wise, doubting or doubtless, all come to this: Identity will
parish. Death of identity is not physical death, but in the human
tradition, " 'tis better to die of body, than of spirit". The human
tradition is riddled with naive doubt, but held together by wise
doubt. Status-quo is to keep these two dominant forces balanced, both
socially and personally.

Doubtlessly...

==Gene Poole==

________________________________________________________________________________\
_____


Jerry: How to eat directly of Grace?


~ Become Grace's lunch.
Let her devour you.

xan
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~



Ramana:

Realization is not acquisition of anything new
nor is it a new faculty.
It is only removal of all camouflage.


` ` ` ` ` ` ` ` ` ` ` ` ` ` ` ` ` ` ` ` ` ` ` `
Papaji

Self is always Present, Bliss is always Present.
You are not to work at attaining it,
just remove the obstacles by which you can't see it.
The hindrance is only one: Attachment to the past.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~ Until we noticed we've always been
what we've longed for, avoided,
resisted, wanted, imagined,
speculated about, believed,
denied, intellectualized, trivialized,
suffered over, romaniticized,
tried hard to get to,
pretended not to be
Until Now.

xan


________________________________________________________________________________\
______

Mu:

Electrostatically charged meat is Beautiful?
Yup!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


Agreed...

And I will accept the charges.

==GP==

top of page

 

Home Search Site Map Contact Support
 
 

Non-duality books

Specialises in book and audio resources on Advaita and non-duality

Awakening to the Dream

The Gift of Lucid Living.

"This book will be of great assistance to the seeming many." Sailor Bob Adamson
www.awakeningtothedream.comooooooooooo
"The Enlightenment Trilogy"
by Chuck Hillig
Enlightenment for Beginners Read the Reviews
The Way IT Is
Read the Reviews
Seeds for the Soul
Read the Reviews
www.blackdotpubs.com | Order now
"Pure Silence:
Lessons in Living and Dying"
Audio CD by Mark McCloskey
Highly recommended."
--Jan Kersschot, M.D.
Reviews | sample track | Buy Now
The Texture of Being
by Roy Whenary
"We do not need to search in order to find our true Being. We already are it, and the mind which searches for it is the very reason why we cannot find it."
Reviews, excerpts and ordering info.
oooooooooooooooooooooooo
For over two years this website has been hosted expertly by Experthost
~ ~ ~
Search engine sponsored by
Spiritually Incorrect Enlightenment